I always pray and ask God to show me what is God's will and to leads me to his will.
There is nothing to compare to his perfect plan for me.
There is nothing to compare to follow him.
There is nothing to compare to his love,grace and mercy for me.
It is not hard for me mostly to give up something God does not want me to have.
But now I have been having a very hard time to give up one thing.
It seems like that is not what God wants me to have right now.
But I don't want to give up that. I am still praying and asking God if that is God's will or not.
God knows how much I want it.
At same time he knows how much I am afraid of disobeying him.
"Set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. "
Colossians 3:1
"Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge." Psalm 62:5-8
I am not ready to give up this. Should I really give up this??
God please show me your will.
