God's will

God's will is always perfect.  I believe that. God put me this situation(Living in American society) for his glory. So I am not complaining.  I am thankful.  But some times it is really hard. I feel so  lonely.  I really wish if I could understand what people say or how people feel more  than I do.  I know I am loved and I love them. But that's why I want to share more I want to understand more.  Is that wrong to feel that way? 

"For it is commendable if a man bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because he is conscious of God."   1 Peter 2:19